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i admit, i love writing. i love sitting down and letting the words ramble out on to the screen - sometimes it doesn’t make sense and that often stresses me but it still doesn’t affect my love for it. i tend to try and write stories but i never finish. as a matter of fact i have a selection of opening pages to my stories that are just left with nothing to impact from. whether that’s just the lack of interest towards expanding or the fact i can’t always be bothered to sit and write so it makes sense, i don’t know. i’m probably betting on it being the second one. instinctively i think that’s why i started a blog. to be able to write about whatever i want - well, frankly it’s not always the case. i feel suppressed to say things, afraid they might poisonously leak on to the internet or whatever. yes, I’m being paranoid again - i can’t help it. you have to think these things through i guess. i don’t know, i might start some sort of blog-story were i write a section each week and people can input there opinions and perhaps give ideas. it sounds good but whether my commitments are up to it, i’m not so sure.i shall have to do yet more thinking.
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gaya
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isn't amazing how you can be in the crappest of moods and then outta no where, just one 4 minute piece of noise can automatically change your mood. yep i'm turning all philosophical and weird again but seriously. music is just amazing. the people that write music are even more amazing. i salute song writers. not mainstream people who get songs handed to them and have their voices later computerized. those people frustrate me, because they haven't got any real talent. they're not singers, they're performers.
so i've made you sit through an entire boring and pointless blog and for that i am truly sorry. my life has toned down a bit and i have nothing to blog about except stupid ideas that have popped up in my head that i will probably never even act on cos i have the memory of a fish and i think this sentence is starting to get a bit too long so maybe at some point i should end it with a full-stop.
back to DesignDrawing & yes mishal,ROCHERbeancurd next monday,ha! xoxo-
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gaya
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..do you have feelings of inadequacy? do you suffer from shyness? do you sometimes wish you were more assertive?.. if you answered ..YES.. to any of these questions, ask your pharmacist or doctor about margaritas. margaritas are the safe, natural way to feel better and more confident about yourself and your actions. margaritas can help ease you out of your shyness and let you tell the world that you’re ready and willing to do just about anything. you will notice the benefits of margaritas almost immediately and with a regimen of regular doses you can overcome any obstacles that prevent you from living the life you want to live. shyness and awkwardness will be a thing of the past and you will discover many talents you never knew you had. stop hiding and start living with margaritas. margaritas may not be right for everyone. women who are pregnant or nursing should not use margaritas. however, women who wouldn’t mind nursing or becoming pregnant are encouraged to try it. side effects may include:+ dizziness, nausea, vomiting, incarceration+ loss of motor control+ loss of clothing+ loss of money+ loss of virginity+ table dancing+ deadache+ dehydration+ dry mouth+ a strong desire to sing karaoke i hate when they advertise medicines with all those wack ass side effects, by the time they’re done with the list, i’m like, okay…NEVERMIND, now! lol Like the ones that’ll be like side effects may include, heart attack, seizures, blood clots, loss of vision, loss of hearing, migraines, constipation, diarrhea, loose booty syndrome, clamidia, aids, diabetes, locking of biles, hair loss, or may even be fatal. WTF!? (okay, so maybe I exaggerated a little), but I’m not risking my life for that crap! Eh emm, so…margaritas anyone? xoxo-
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gaya
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last night, I could not get to sleep. and just, overall lately i have been having troubles getting to sleep. other nights i would eventaully get to sleep, but not last night. it might have been because of the strong wind howling against my window, or the hard rain crashing upon the roof of my block. Me, i think it’s time for a new mattress. /laughs
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gaya
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