i woke up today feeling awkward. not to say that i'm not usually an awkward person, because i am, but today was just extra awkward. everything felt distinctly out of place. like when i took a shower, i could feel each drop hit me, and it'd be this incredibly surreal sensation. and then my eyes would end up focusing upon on these little details that i'd normally never pay all that much attention to, like that wet fibre of fabric precariously hanging on the edge of the shower curtain. i'd look at it, and then feel this sudden urge to remove it, because it just didn't belong there. and when i was walking through the hallway coming out of the shower, i'd hear music coming from one of the rooms in my house, and i'd get this sudden feeling like i should be remembering something today, since that music would jolt this weird feeling of nostalgia within me. i don't know, it was just kind of like this feeling that something really wasn't right. my clothes weren't right, my hair wasn't right, i wasn't in the right place. it's not necessarily a bad feeling. it's the fact that I can't place my finger as to how I feel this way that's getting to me.
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gaya
xoxo
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